It's My Pad......

12/22/2006

One year....


It's been a year since my dad died suddenly of a heart attack. I have found myself dreading this day. I have been in tears all morning. I know my dad would not want me to be this way. Grief is the price you pay for love huh? I have thought about him everyday for the past year. Some thoughts bring tears and others bring smiles. Still hard to wrap my head around the fact that he really is gone. I just wanted to make a post for my dad. I love you daddy and you are missed beyond words!!


Renee at 8:09 AM

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at 9:44 AM Blogger I'm not here. said...

*hugs*

 
at 2:42 PM Blogger Cindy said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers, Renee. (((hugs)))

 
at 5:26 PM Blogger Kate Giovinco Photography said...

I have been thinking about you lately. I knew one year was coming up!

 
at 10:28 PM Blogger Judy said...

That is a stunning picture.

(((HUGS)))

 
at 7:19 PM Blogger gina said...

: ( i am so sorry renee.

 
at 1:01 PM Blogger Arlene said...

I'm sorry sweetie...losing a loved one, especially a parent, this close to the holidays has to make it especially hard :-( Just remember your babies, and try to put on a brave face for them. I'm sending you hugs!!

 
at 1:14 PM Blogger Kate Giovinco Photography said...

Merry Christmas Renee!

 
at 9:38 PM Blogger Crabby said...

Renee, my heart and prayers go out to you. My mother died right after Christmas and was dying during. I understand and am so very sorry for the pain you're feeling, kiddo. I'd hug you if I could reach you.

 
at 9:54 AM Blogger Unknown said...

Hugs

 
at 10:17 PM Anonymous Anonymous said...

I know this sounds stupid coming from a total stranger, but I remember vividly when you posted about his passing away. I was stunned. It just seemed so sudden and so *wrong*.

Your Dad wouldn't want you crying, but I bet he's there wiping away the tears that he can.

Big HUGS!

 
at 7:55 PM Anonymous Anonymous said...

Cry, Renee. Cry. It really does help to just let it all out sometimes. I know what you are going through. I lost Mom on December 16th 2004 and we had her funeral on December 22nd (Justin's birthday). As you know, it was a really hard time for me and I still am struggling. I don't think you ever lose the grief. I think you just learn how to manage it. (((HUGS)))

 
at 11:31 AM Blogger Christi said...

That's awful. I've never understood exactly how God's plan works w/taking loved ones away, especially around holidays.

 

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